i think im ugly

Bold what applies to you.

• I am a male.
• I am a girl.
• I am shorter than 5’4.
• I think I’m ugly.
• I have many scars.
• I tan easily.
• I wish my hair was a different color.
• I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
• I have a tattoo.
• I am self-conscious about my appearance.
• I’ve had braces.
• I wear glasses. (or contact lenses)
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
• I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
• I have more than 2 piercings.
• I have piercing in places besides my ears.
• I have freckles.
• I’ve sworn at my parents.
• I’ve run away from home.
• I’ve been kicked out of the house.
• I have a sibling less than one year old.
• I want to have kids someday.
• I’m in school.
• I’ve lost a child.
• I have a job.
• I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
• I almost always do/did my homework.
• I’ve missed a week or more of school.
• I failed more than 1 class last year.
• I’ve stolen something from my job.
• I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.
• Disney movies still make me cry.
• I’ve peed from laughing.
• I’ve snorted while laughing
• I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
• I’ve glued my hand to something.
• I’ve had my pants rip in public
• I was born with a disease/impairment.
• I’ve broken a bone.
• I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
• I’ve had my tonsils removed.
• I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
• I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
• I had a serious surgery.
• I’ve had chicken pox.
• I’ve had measles.
• I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
• I’ve been on a plane.
• I’ve been to Canada.
• I’ve been to Mexico.
• I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
• I’ve been to Japan.
• I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
• I’ve been to Europe
• I’ve been to Africa.
• I’ve gotten lost in my city.
• I’ve seen a shooting star.
• I’ve wished on a shooting star.
• I’ve seen a meteor shower.
• I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
• I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
• I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
• I’ve been to a casino.
• I’ve been skydiving.
• I’ve gone skinny dipping.
• I’ve played spin the bottle.
• I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
• I’ve crashed a car.
• I’ve been skiing.
• I’ve been in a play.
• I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.
• I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
• I’ve seen the Northern lights.
• I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
• I’ve played chicken.
• I’ve played a prank on someone.
• I’ve ridden in a taxi.
• I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
• I’ve eaten sushi.
• I’ve been snowboarding.
• I’m single.
• I’m in a relationship. ♥
• I’m engaged.
• I’m married.
• I’ve gone on a blind date.
• I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
• I miss someone right now.
• I have a fear of abandonment.
• I’ve gotten divorced.
• I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
• I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex
• I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
• I am a cuddler.
• I’ve been kissed in the rain.
• I’ve hugged a stranger.
• I have kissed a stranger.
• I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
• I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
• I’ve sneaked out of my house.
• I am keeping a secret from the world.
• I’ve cheated while playing a game.
• I’ve cheated on a test.
• I’ve run a red light.
• I’ve been suspended from school
• I’ve witnessed a crime.
• I’ve been in a fist fight.
• I’ve been arrested.
• I’ve passed out from drinking.
• I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
• I’ve smoked.
• I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
• I’ve eaten mushrooms.
• I’ve popped E.
• I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
• I’ve done hard drugs.
• I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
• I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
• I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
• I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
• I shut others out when I’m depressed.
• I take anti-depressants.
• I have been anorexic or bulimic.
• I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
• I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
• I’ve woken up crying.
• I’m afraid of dying.
• I hate funerals.
• I’ve seen someone dying.
• Someone close to me has committed suicide.
• I’ve planned my own suicide.
• I’ve attempted suicide.
• I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
• I own over 5 rap CDs.
• I own an iPod or MP3 player.
• I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
• I own something from Hot Topic.
• I own something from Pac Sun.
• I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
• I collect comic books.

yours sincerely,

-tucu-

PENAKUT

lagu dan lirik yg sgt2 menyentuhhh perasaan warga2 surga tirocume tatkala ini terutamanya tucu..buhukkkkhukk.haehhh ate layannnkann aje lahhhhhh~

Tak semua kau rencana kan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta ( khas utk Tucu)


Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja
Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Oh ini tidak adil
Untuk kau bertanya jika ku mencintaimu juga ( khas utk Tucu)

Tidak adil tidak adil baginya ( khas utk wewe)

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucapkan tak pernah engaku tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak pernah kau cuba ringankan (khas utk Tiro)


Bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kauÿ bukan milikku ( khas utk Tucu)

yg terkamjat,

- TUCU-_

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1. Ape yang penting dalam hidup korang?
my parents

2. Benda terakhir korang beli guna duit sendiri.

sik kandaq kayu n teh ais

3. Dimanakah tempat korang ingin melangsungkan perkahwinan dan tema perkahwinan korang nanti ?

tempat kt mna2 pon xpa ja jnji kawen haha anddddddd tema..nk tema rock leh x?:p

4. Adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang ?

tidak.

5. Berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang ?

soon to be kekasih,insyaAllah for eternity.

6. Dimanakah korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang ?

tak penah jumpa lagi

7. Novel / Buku / Majalah terakhir yang korang beli ?

majalah dh berkurun lama dh x belii

8. Apakah nama penuh korang?

Yuhanis Raffida Bt. Yazid

9. Antara mak dengan ayah, mana korang lebih mesra?

mak.mak.mak.tp kadang2 mesreee juge ngan abah bila i gado ngan mak laa huk2

10. Namakan orang yang korang betul-betul nak jumpa dalam hidup korang ?

my future hubby

11. Adakah korang basuh baju sendiri?

sekarang ni basuh sendiri joalah tiada lagi bantuan mesin.

12. Pilih salah satu, peluk or cium?
peluk.hug.peluk

13. 5 benda yang korang sangat2 sayang dalam hidup korang.

1. rantai pemberian my mommeyhh

2. lappy pemberian my mommeyhhh

3. bebi pinkong n bebi mok

4. handphone skrg pemberian diri sendiri

5. segala benda2 dan brg2 yg dibeli oleh my parents.

14. Lagu yang korang suka dan selalu dengar?

byk kott tp yg paling suka m.i.a - a7x kott

15. Bila tarikh lahir korang dan kat mana korang sambut tahun lepas ?

20 june 1988. tak sambut pon tp tiro ada beli big apple donut kt i buhukk =)

sincerely by,

ADOK a.k.a TUCU

midsem holsss in penang

cuti rayaa cina yg lepas dipenuhi dgn aktiviti2 berpoya2 joalah bersama keluarga dan rakan2 karib gitu di penangku yg trsyg mmg tak puehh rahhhh seminggu saja!mau2 dua minggu ka apa baru la pueh kn seminggu kuaq,seminggu lagi baru dok umah rest wat assignment ka apa ni tak, spanjang cuti kt png lastweek mmg tak lekat kt umah lansung memandangkan hanya 4 hari saja di penang kerana trpaksa pulang awai ke kl semula disebabkan hal keluarga..begitolah

makanya inilah ia hasil2 dr cuti midsem lastweek..tak larat nk story pjg2 joalah so let the pictures do the talking~

pertamanyaaaa,pada hari rabu yg lepas adalah hari outing dan small 'beverly hills' reunion dgn bebi pui and the geng iaito pibe,awin,dude n dekpah dan kemudiannya turut disertai oleh membe lama sekolah bj kami dulu iaitu yati n alia roweena

pagi2 lagiii (terpaksa mangket awai juge cuti2 pon hukkk) pibe dh smpai umah i amek i dan p amek dude pule dan trusss ke taman saa'don iatu port favaurite kami n the geng for breakfast!

dh kenyang breakfast,lpeh tuh dh tak tiaww nk p mna pule sbb still early in the morning lg kiannn,queensbay ka pa pon tak bukak lg kot time tu makanya setelah berdiskosi,kami 3 org decide nk melawat muzium usm joalahhh sib beik msok free!hahaah dh lama gila tak p..last p pon time lawatan sekolah rendah darjah 3 dulooo~

time kami 3 org p tu mmg takdak org lein pon just kami 3 ja dok kongkerrrr jyeahhh!best juge dok make a fun kt situ haha tp bila masok kt tempat wayang kulit seni haluss smua tuh mmg terasa agak creepayyyhh juge la sbb penoh ngan patong2 wayang kulit,kuda kepang smua..pehtu kt bhgn aerospace ship pnya tempat paling best sbb i kn shuka psai angkasa2 lepas smua neh kn siap p mein spaceship pnya game lg dlm tuh~

scareyyhhhh akotttt ja rsa bila dok sbelah dia

pehtu p plak kt tmpat org2 asli smua haaaa kt sini la yg paling scary sbb byk kali dh org kt muzium n org kt luaq pon dok cerita pasai kt muzium tuh expecially kt tmpat org asli tu mmg agak kerass sket yala penoh ngan patong2 pelik2 org asli smua mmg nmpak mcm real.byk gak la kejadian menakotkan kt blah situ..akottttttttttttttttttttt!

inilah ia patong2 org2 asli tersebutt

eh eh eh

estrooonotttt meiiiiiiiii!

helpppppppppppp~

pehtu time nk balik,sempat lg kami dok p mein congkak kt dlm muzium tuh..i mein n lawan ngan dude,last2 skali i menang hehe nk jugokkkk crita kt cni kiannn kiahahaha lama tak mein pnya psai..padahal kt umah ada ja congkak tp guli pule tiade

lepeh dh pueh berpoya2 dlm muzium tersebut,next mission ke queensbay joalahh its movie time!!p amek awin dlu kt umah dia then aritu tgk the green hornet,si cik awin mewin yg blnjaaa kami 3 org hehe thxxxxx lolinkk!!!besh juge cita itoo klau nk tau lebeh lanjut / review bout that muvie,silalah usha blog lolink i kt sini, http://arewind.blogspot.com/2011/02/green-hornet-with-my-bff-at-queensbay.html

haaa,b4 tgk muwie,kami 4org sperti biasaa p pekena jco yogurttt favaurite dulooooo taksah kalau p queensbay tak mkn jco yogurt ito okeyyh!then snap2 pix pa smua kt situ joalahh

setelah tamat muvie,nexttttttttt avtiviti wajib bebi pui and the geng adalah karokkk time!dkt redbox 1st avenue lg kali ni dekpah pule join kami..bergegaih dia balik keja pa smua troih mai kt kami n karok

rrRRRrrraaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!~

dh puehh karok,its dinner time with the beverly hills geng (nama geng baruu haha ni smua idea si yati joalah kami 7org smua ada nama glamour masing2 gituu) ;

jacque : jacqueline hayden letto (bebi pui)

Ad : Adriana (yati)

Riri: Roweena Monica Belluc (alia)

Elise: (Farah)

Miranda: Miranda Bloom (yaya/dude)

Natalie@Alie: (Arfah)

Roxy : Roxanne Alessandra Ambrosio (awin)

mkn kt hammer bay bersama2 dgn pibe,dude,dekpah,yati n alia..awin tak join sbb dia kena lik awai pule.

Riri, Jacque, Elise

natalie, miranda, AD

puhhh pnt type aihhh!makanya ito sajalah outing bersama bebi pui and the geng / beverly hills hot babes geng!

abbbaiiiiiiiiiii!~

yours sincerely,

Adok~

creepy in the mood cuti2..

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Al-kisah......

cuti mid sem pon bermula 28/1 hari tuh...

msg2 teruja n hepi nk blik umh... :)

jadi,

kakokk blik pg jumaat....

kokdaa blik mlm tuh...

adokk blik umk moksu mlm tuh jg...

jd abonkk tggl sorg n terpaksa blik lmbt ats sbb2 yg x dpt d elakkn...

xcelly, takot gak tp buat2 berani la...

hehe...

akibatnye, tiap2 mlm tdo bukak lampu...

kemainnnn lg...

teeeheeee...

(mintak maap ler ahli2 surga len i tpaksa bazir karan sat time kome xde)

i tell u,

mmg rasa seram oooo

kdg tuh bau busuk ade je...

entah dr mana dtg...

rasa d perhatikn...

cuba kome bygkn....

teruji btol la...

hampehh...

mmg tensed...

xske btol d uji2 camnih...

tp nk buat camaaaaaaaaaaaaanaa...

layankn aje la...

asalkn abonkk x kacau wutever it is dh...

even time wat entry ni pon rasa seram tp seb baek dh ada kat kg..

nk d jadikn citer,

pd 31/1 nyer senja...

abonkkk bersiap2 nk kuar dgn abonkk gangsta...

kira dh habeh bosan tpaksa ajak la abonkk gangsta kuar mkn...

boring nyer pasal kawwww

then,

ble dh siap2(pakai shirt n suar itam yg kebetulan terpakai kaler tuh),

rasa cam nk snap pix la plok...

hehehe...

cewah...

tp itulah mcm xde mood time snap pixes joa...

knp entah....hoh!

tb2......on the nxt pix,

haaaaa...nmpk x yg kat blkg rmbut abonkkk?

sumthin like isn't it?

i dont want to believe this.but, kuasa Allah sape nk tau...

yeahh i love edit pix.

but, sumpah demi Allah, i did not edit this pix utk tktkn sape2...

tgk gmbr yg ni puleee....

how come benda tuh ade blkg i sdgkn beg lptp(tu yg dlm plastik itam tu) jauh dr langsir n towel????

mula2 mmg x pasan entiti aneh tuh...

tp ble i tgk2 btul2 gmbr2 yg dh snap baru pasan...

wutever it is,

i dont care...

as long i'm not bugging anyone,anything, i hope nothing will disturb me...

x kesah la kalo ia mmg wujud kat umh sewa ni or ad org bela,

tlg la jgn menyusahkn org laen...

jd,

kesimpulan nye kuasa Allah maha Besar...kt xtau ape yg Dia tau...

cuma percaya sesuatu itu dtg dr-Nya,dan hanya pada-Nya sesuatu itu akn kembali...

wallahualam....................

lots of luvies,

abonkkk

ex gurl nextdoor

makanya mlm td karok wif jiran i dulu..my ex-gurl nextdoor..meh nk cita sket psai jiran i yg paling lama n paling best neh..kami dulu start berjiran n berkawan since i umoq 4 tahun lagi sampai la umoq i 20 tahun baru la depa terpaksa pindah p umah lein sbb parents depa polis so kena pindah p dok quartes polis gitu..but still in penang la sib beik..hehe..jiran i neh ada 3 siblings.yg 1st nama dia nadia a.k.a kak yong/ayong (adik dia smua panggey dia ayong) ,n yg 2nd plak nadeera a.k.a deedee ( i la start panggey dia dd dari cik2 dulu until now) dia ni sebaya ngan i..cik2 dlu mmg kami slalu buat benda sama2,p tadika sama2,mengaji sama2,mein sama2,mandi pon sama2 eh eh eh hahaha sbenaqnya mandi kt toilet umah masing2 iaitu kt toilet umah belakang kt blik belakang tuh then kami dorang bleh dok p jerit2 sambil mndi sbb bleh dgq dgn jelasnya suara kami masing2 dari toilet blakang masing2.smbil mndi tu nnti dok jerit la ceni,

''weyyy hampa dh sabun bdn ka??''

''sattt dak lagii''

''sattttt weyy tunggu kami nnti kita sabun bdn sekali!!!''

''ok2..weyyy lepeh ni syempu plak tau!''

''okayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!''

''weyyy kami dh abeh mandi dh!nk kuaq pancoq dh!byeee!!''

''weyyyy sattt2 tunggu kamiii!!''

hahahahahah lebeh kurang camtu la skrip haha annoying gila dh la kami dorg duluu suka dok menjerit kuat2 smpai kena jerkahh (marah) ngan org yg dok kt umah blakang kami tu kosam toi!

n yg last skali adik lelaki bongsu depa nama nazrief a.k.a ayiefff..umoq baru form 3 kot tahun neh..dia ni kira kuaq lmbat sket.time kami 4 org ( nadia,kakak i,i n dd) dok mein sama2 dulu,si ayieff neh takdak lagi.

kira byk la benda kami buat sama2 kecik2 dlu..mcm2 game kami dok mein dulu.smua game yg zaman kanak2 80-an & 90-an dok mein dulu tuh,kami 4 org dok mein skali dh.mcm2 n byk gila rahhh memories kami 4 org dulu kalau teringat balik mmg nk tergelak.kenangan paling best n lawak time class mengaji dulu.haha!lepeh tu kalau nk bersembang ka apa,senang ja kami ni.p kt laman umah tepi pagaq masing2 then panggey ja teroih kluaq.then pakat dok duduk la bertenggek tepi pagaq tuh dok bersembang bergosip pa smua.kadang2 bila maleh nk kuaq panggey,dok tepon umah ja even umah sbelah2 pon haha! dh kira mcm grew up together dh dari zaman kanak2 smpai la zaman remajaa gitu. nadia n dd ni la kwn yg paling lama i dgn kakak i kenai n rapat until now..even dh tak berjiran pon,still kuaq lepak skali gak bila free. they are the bestest neighbour me n my sister ever had ! lepaih depa ni pindah,jd sunyi dh takdak jiran baru yg best dh dpt ganti depa..wuuuu hukk!

ate inilah ia pix karok smlm aktiviti wajib kami seperti biasa kt redbox 1st avenue ~ 4 hours gitu u from 8pm-12midnite.tp lepaih tu dh pkui 12 lebih pon kami dok pilih lagu nk nyanyi lagi sbb depa tak stop lagi pon.seperti biasa redbox mmg amat prihatin terhadap kami dan memberi lagi extra time utk kami hahaha jjyeahhhh!sampai la nk dkt pukui 1am camtu baru la kami blah..kalau ikotkan hati mmg rasa nk dduk smpai pkui 2am ja tp disebabkan nadia n kakak i keja pagi esok tu makanya terpaksa joalah balik awai..depa smpai dh dok menguap byk kali dh!tiannn!

itolah mereka yg diperkotak-katekkan oleh i sebentar td

yg tgh dok nyanyi itolah nadia a.k.a ayong

itolah ia dd yg berbaju pink ito

credit to ayief for this shot

nk balik dohhhh muka lotehh ja smua~

sincerely by,

Adok a.k.a bebi pui~

entryyy entryyyy!

akibat lambat bebenoooo nk tunggu entry tertanggoh oleh kakok utk dipublishh,makanya mai ceq sajalah yg buat dulu setelah skian lama bersara sattt dari membuat entry baru!

sebenaqnya takdak apa pon nk ckp cuma nk ucapkan

SELAMAT BERCUTI MID SEMESTER / RAYA CINA kpd ahli2 surga terutamanya dan kepada anda yg laen..seminggu ja pon~ T_T

tp cuti yg tak sampai seminggu dok umah ni pon penoh dh ngan aktiviti2 wajib sperti outing dan karok bersama2 bebi pui and the geng~

dannnnnnnnnn,bkak2 balik raya cina ini akan penoh smulalah jadual harian ke kelas serta segala mak nenek quiz / test / assignment pa smua..dgn proposal pun tak start cari journal lagi!conaaaa3 nehh maseh di takuk yg lama lg nehhhh tak sedaq2 diri lg yg cutisem dlu pnya dh tamattt!

udahh2 le tu udahhhh2!wakeyyyyyyyy3!wake uppp!!! (amaran kerasss utk dri sendiri dan siapa2 yg terasa!)

muka pura2 senyumm dan kemalasan sbelom nk masok klas polymer environment .

dannnnnnnnnn slepas raya cina neh juge akan bermulalah sesi jamming kedua..tarikh belum ditentukan lg tp list2 lagu smua dh sssiapppp!tinggai nk practice nyanyi n hapai lirik saja..jjyeahhh!

ito saja latest update dari bebi pui a.k.a adokkk!~

okai bye!